For whom the bell tolls This is my first entry. I am not going to tell anyone I know about it, because I know I would edit things I would normally say. However, I do feel like it will be good for me to feel as if I am talking to someone besides myself. I keep a written journal now, and it is mostly full of negative shit. My hands are cold, so it is difficult to type. I'm skipping class after a really crummy morning. My daughter almost got ran over. She spilled $4 worth of fruit salad in my car that I had just bought not 5 minutes before. I yelled and screamed at her, and this is her first day back in playgroup after a week absent due to strep. I probably caused her to relapse with all of my stress. *sigh* One good thing: My boyfriend. Hmmm.. What should I call him? How about Oogabooga? No, just kidding. Hmm...I know, M. Well, M is the greatest guy in the whole world, and everyone should know it, but you won't because I will protect his anonymity. I want to marry him, but we are waiting until a reasonable amount of dating time has passed. We've been exclusive only since September 8! We've known each other longer than that, though. I'm in love for the first time in my life, and I never want to lose this guy. About me: I am 24, I have a 3 year old daughter, and I am in school as well as working a job doing research. More on all that later. |