Can't keep a secret forever So, Acorn and M now know about my online diary. Acorn just found it, the stinker. I actually told M. Why, you might ask? Well, he asked me if I was interested in an online journal. I didn't really respond, not wanting to sound dishonest, but he kept asking. Just not something for you, huh? Prefer the written? Sheesh. I had to tell him. So, I looked back over the old entries, and I don't think they are so major, at least as far as he is concerned, so he can read. But he won't. He says that if I wanted him to read I would have told him about it. You think he's kidding? Ha. He's dead serious. I'm more nosy than all that. I did resist, and with no temptation, reading his journal. Well, at least until he told me to do so. Aren't you proud? Everything is all crazy. What else is new? Work starts tomorrow, and school starts the day after that. Rent isn't paid. Application to CU isn't in. I've been enjoying more time with A lately due to her father's only taking her one day a week now for 7 hours. We've been getting along really well. She is getting along well with M also, which is good since he has been living here for the last week. C said that he would like to take her tomorrow night as well, which I agreed to, then felt like shit. I will miss her. I complain when he never takes her, but when he does take her I get upset. I guess it's a no win situation. I just wish he would take her overnight on Saturdays more, but not every Saturday. The Monday and Tuesday nights I don't really care about, though they do offer the time to workout. I'm feeling depressed. Sorry about the boring entry. It's harder when you know people you know may be reading. It's very inhibiting. I'm seeing my therapist Dan tomorrow, which is really good and necessary. Hopefully he will shed some light. Okay, bye. |