Marrwaige I take it from ladiebug's entry in my guestbook that it seems my last entry was supposedly the last. Don't know about that! It did sound like it, I guess. Got a new haircut yesterday. Nice. I like it. Tina, my stylist, asked me if I wanted to go see Snatch with her and some friends afterwards, but I couldn't. No babysitter. Damnit. Do you know how often I get invited out? Just about never. I don't get around much, having a child all the time and not being able to afford a babysitter will do that to you. In the lab waiting for M to get here. Didn't go to class and I am experiencing major guilt over it too. Well, I couldn't stand the humiliation of failing the quiz that I didn't study for. Need to go to work. I think I'm going to get into grad school, and I confess to some excitement. I can't believe I'm really going to do this! Chemical physics, hello PhD. Would that just kick ass or what? Of course, there is the other part of me that wants to have a house on some land with another baby or two. A garden. Lots of physical work. M by my side either way. I was thinking yesterday that it isn't a matter of if we get engaged, but when. I love to look at him, to feel him next to me. I get wrapped up in essence of M. I want him. In all ways. I want that ring on my finger, symbolizing that we will be together. Always. I could do that. |