hola Yay, acorn updated. Today is her birthday. Now, I just need to find her cell phone number and give her a call. I think she is visiting relatives, so maybe she won't answer, but I can still call, right? I like pattymelt's pictures of hot guys, even if their faces aren't so cute. One example of a cute guy who doesn't do it for me from the neck up is Brad Pitt. I mean, he's okay, not ugly, but he has a sort of little boy face I don't like. In fact, I think my little boy has a more desirable face. Not that I'm a sicko, but he gives me these looks, in which he tilts his head down while looking up at me and smiling this I'm so cute smile, raising his little eyebrows. Yum. Regardless, Brad Pitt has a great body. Perfect in every way I believe. Fight Club did it for me. Before that I had never even considered the guy. Oh, and what a surprise it was for me that the guy in that movie had Dissociative Identity Disorder! (or Multiple Personality Disorder... you choose.. DSM III or DSM IV). My husband is gone for the weekend, and I miss him already, but I'm hoping that I can have the house looking nice for his return. I'm reading _Dilemmas of Desire_ now by Tolman, and I'm enjoying it pretty much. Girls who like sex are sluts, but don't like it are prudes. It's better overall socially to put out but not look for it, not put out except with boyfriends, not enjoy it too much. I hate our culture. It's a no win situation for women. I hate it I hate it I hate it. I never had a guy who cared two shits about my desire, my pleasure, until I was, oh maybe in my early twenties? I started having sex at 15. Why? I don't know why. I didn't want to. Why did I do it? I just felt I had to. Kids back from playground. Must go. |