New Template This is the second entry today. What do you think? I like the way the title looks. I don't like how slowly it scrolls, or how 640x480 pictures run off to the side, but at least the colors look right in Firefox, which was not the case at all with the old template. Yesterday I was feeling a bit overwhelmed and emotional upon seeing a picture that my oldest drew. It was very sweet and tugged at my heartstrings. I started to cry, but no tears fell. My mother-in-law came in the room shortly after, and asked if I was crying. I said no, but she wasn't fooled. I hate crying in front of other people. There is the whole discomfort that they feel, knowing that they have to comfort you, but you aren't really that close. Then, worse than that, having to explain what the matter was to begin with. I can never ever explain what is really going on in my head when I am talking to someone. It's so bad I think I must have brain damage, because words just always fail me. My lack of ability to communicate what is inside of me is the source of my alienation. |