teeter totter teeter totter wash your hair in dirty water Ugh. My throat started to feel sore last night. Now this morning my tonsils are humongous. I think I've got strep. My daughter had it last week, so you'd think I would have caught it by now, but maybe it was lying latent in my system until I ate enough food I'm allergic to to trigger it. Or maybe telling M such personal things triggered it. I feel strongly that when I get sick it has all to do with what is going on mentally in my life, not whether I was exposed to some germ. Come on, there are germs everywhere. To me sickness is my spiritual side's way of telling me that here is an opportunity for change. Here is a need for change. The problem is that fever is an integral part of this, because it burns things out. I have a difficult time getting a fever, no matter how sick I am. So, since the problem isn't taken care of when I'm acutely ill I end up with chronic problems such as food allergies. At this point I just feel like shit. I have a test tonight too, which I have plenty of time to study for today. However, I just want to be in bed. Maybe I can find some sort of balance. I never have balance. The day I have balance is the day I throw a party. |