I'm a Loser, but Maybe not Tomorrow Yesterday, in my notes, dukkha-tanha recommended telling myself in the mirror that I am NOT a loser. I assured her I would do so, then report back the results. Here they are. I forgot to do it. I did all my usual getting ready stuff, brushing my teeth, washing my face, putting on my makeup, etc, but not one little thought popped into my mind about telling myself I'm not a loser. I'm still a loser today. Oh, and that experiment I did the other day? I got very strange results, and my boss told me that I probably did it wrong, because the only way I would get results like that would be if there were very strange physics going on. So she had me take a coworker down with me to mess with it some more, and sure enough, my results were what they were. I did it right, dammit! But I did get some tips and pointers that will help me in the future, I believe. And his thoughts about my results make more sense than my boss's, so that's good too. But damn, what a waste of time. I'm getting so nervous, I can't think. I am inefficient. I think I'm getting a cold sore, and my lysine/cold sores begone is at home. I will apply as soon as I get home, and hopefully it will stave it off. Fucker. Okay, I have to get back to work now. |