Magfag I have my last final today at 4:30. I didn't study for it at all yesterday even though I had time. I was too tired. I should have just gone to bed, because now I'm even more tired today. I woke up at 3:45am with an earache. I took a bunch of anthroposophical medicine and some Mylanta to flush me out, and I feel better. I could do without diarrhea, however. Thems the breaks. My dad came in town on Sunday, thus successfully preventing me from studying for my quantum chemistry final. Shit. I haven't seen him in 9 months or something like that, so what was I supposed to say? Sorry, but I can't talk to you. Just sleep on the futon. He got a little toasty, which is so typical. I told him what I thought about about him and his girlfriend, and that is surprising, maybe. See, my dad cheated on his wife of 30 years (my mom) with my mom's friend of 20 years. Yuck. What kind of scum bag does that? My dad asked if I harbored any resentment towards Pam, his girlfriend. I told him it wasn't just Pam, it was him. I think that it is a very shitty thing to cheat on your wife. He said what if the marriage was over 2-3 years before? I said that doesn't mean anything, he still had the commitment made. If the marriage were over, fine, get a divorce, then fuck who you want. I used those words, yes I did. I can't believe he didn't freak. Probably cause I would have kicked his sorry ass out of my house. So then he asked if it would help if it weren't Pam's fault!! Whatever, I replied, she's an adult; she can make her own decisions. What kind of person sleeps with her good friend's husband. I asked him if she were on drugs. He said no, of course, and then M knocked on the door. End of conversation. You know, my mom didn't think the marriage was over 2-3 years before. She thought they were just in another one of those slumps that occurs when you're married for so long. I am much more attached to my mom. My dad has been good about giving me money and coming to my sporting events, and that's about it. I'm thankful for the sporting events stuff, my sister wasn't athletic so she didn't even get that. She has forgiven my dad, however, and has even let his girlfriend into her house. Ewwww. Some things never change. I just don't have it in me to forgive him at this point in time. Why should I? He hasn't shown one lick of remorse for how much he hurt my mom. Not one. And it didn't just hurt her when he cheated. It hurt me and my sister as well. He cheated when I was 9, and that was awful. My parents got back together though. I'm nervous about typing all this because I'm on Explorer and it has already crashed three times today. I hate it. I always use Netscape, but it hasn't been able to load anything for days now. I don't know why. It will say it's loaded about 1% of the page, and that's where it stays. Let's hope I don't lose this. I think I need a new entry anyway, because it's been a few days. I hope that I get in the Army at unclebob's, because I would like my counter to say that I get more than 1 hit a day. I got 17 yesterday! Yay! I'm going snowboarding tomorrow for the second time, and then on Thursday I am flying to Texas with my daughter and her father to visit family. Better get to work now folks. Sign the guestbook pretty pretty please? Oh yeah, I wanted to mention this segment I just heard on the BBC just a little while ago. It was about how maggots placed on wounds will clean it up completely. Tetanus, gangrene, the works. They take the sick rotting flesh, and leave the regenerating or healthy flesh. So, the next time you hurt yourself, get yourself some maggots. Personally, I find maggots extremely repulsive. We got them in our trash compactor once, and I about puked. However, I did not immunize my daughter because of health reasons, and there is a risk of tetanus. She steps on a nail, put in a maggot. Hmm. |